This music is ready the whole thing being fine the day after you commit suicide.

Imagine for those who had purchased a lottery ticket however dedicated suicide before the drawing and then it turned out to be the successful price ticket tomorrow.

It turns out like each day's the similar
And I'm left to discover by myself
It seems like everything is grey
And there is not any colour to behold

(that is despair, additionally a commonplace side effect of substance abuse withdrawal)

They say it is over and I'm fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober seems like I'm dying here

(They say its over, because he finished rehab and is assume to be fine now but looking to keep sober is like dying)

And I am mindful now of ways
Everything's gonna be fine someday

(He is aware that they say he has completed the "program" in rehab and that they are saying the whole thing is going to be fine now)

Too past due, I'm in hell I'm ready now
Seems everybody's gonna be fine
One day too late, just as neatly

(but, he is aware of other persons are "fine again" however feels it's too late for him as a result of he's dwelling in hell and he is ready to finish his own struggling)

I believe the dream in me expire
And there is no one left responsible it on
I pay attention you label me a liar
'Cause I will be able to't appear to get this through

(depression again and no one responsible however himself for the selections he made to begin using. When you could have despair people say just stand up and go for a stroll or do a interest and you will really feel higher, just get outdoor and get some recent air but they do not understand it doesn't paintings that means with melancholy, so other folks think you are not making an attempt or you do not need to recover, it seems like other folks suppose you're a liar and also you cant make folks understand this)

You say it is over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to keep sober when I'm death right here

(You say I'm higher now as a result of It's not that i am the usage of anymore but trying to keep sober remains to be like being in hell or demise)

And I'm aware now of the way
Everything's gonna be fine in the future
Too past due, I'm in hell
I'm ready now
Seems everyone's gonna be fine
One day too late just as smartly

(He is conscious that they are saying if he stays on this trail of sobriety that he's going to be fine at some point, they are saying that to everyone, everyone seems to be gonna be fine in the future however it's at some point too past due for him. He feels it is too overdue for him and is prepared to finish his personal struggling)

And I'm now not scared now
I must guarantee you
You're by no means gonna escape
And I'm not scared now
And I'm not scared now no

(He is not afraid to die to finish his suffering and desires to guarantee you that you are never going to get away from loss of life, we all die one day and he is not scared)

Seems the whole lot's gonna be fine for me
For me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself

(He will likely be fine when useless, no more pain, not more struggling for me, for myself. Suicide is a very private choice. Its about me, and finishing my struggling. Don't say, take into accounts your mother, take into accounts your brother, and many others, they will be fine sooner or later, they are going to learn to live with it ultimately, all of us need to when any individual dies)

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